Jun 3, 2012

I miss you

Not all the time

When I’m really bored, or tired, or lonely, or horny…or all of those things at once

Or when some asshole stranger smiles the way you smile, or says the things you say, or smells the way you smell

When I look nice,  I wish you were here to see it, because you’d know exactly what to say to let me know it

When I feel thinner, I wish you were here to feel it too, because you’d know exactly where to touch to dissipate those insecurities

My expectations have always been and always will be real, but while they stay grounded, I can’t stop the daydreams from drifting above practical concerns and the truth of the matter, even though the higher one rises, the further one has to fall

When it’s over, I’ll be glad it happened, but that won’t stop me from wanting to cry.

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Things that don’t make me happy these days

  • Home
  • Food
  • Reading
  • Me

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Things that make me happy these days

  • Shopping
  • Working out
  • Talking to friends

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Nip/Tuck

The show is like crack.  It’s such a guilty pleasure - hardly any of it is substantive, but it has lots of gratuitous sex and drama and kinks in interpersonal relations, and I can’t stop watching.

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Jun 2, 2012

GODDAMN COLLEGE IS EXPENSIVE

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May 31, 2012

I can’t believe I’m already at an age where eating junk food actually makes me feel like shit

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Marina and the Diamonds: Radioactive


Such a beautiful and catchy song.  I want to have sex with it.

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Day 9 (I don’t know what day I’m on but dgaf FAT): Something you’ve been proud of the past few days

I’ve been going to the gym almost every night, and eating healthier.  I’m also working two jobs and making a decent amount of money as well.

But I need to be nicer to my parents and grandparents instead of being such an ungrateful little shit.

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May 30, 2012

Day 8: Short term goals for this month and why

  1. This month is technically May, but I’m going to extend it to June.  By the end of June, I want to be able to run 5 miles continuously, because I’m doing a half-marathon in October and I want to not embarrass myself.
  2. By the end of June I want to have lost 5 pounds from where I am now.
  3. By the end of I want to have added at least $400 each to my checking and savings accts.  Which should be easy enough, as long as I stop buying so much shit.

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this is why we’re best friends.

this is why we’re best friends.

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